It's been really stressing to participate on the forums. I've just recently got back from a period of "recovery" from some recent events and more similar things happened as soon as I got back... I gues I'm causing some trouble and I'm unwanted by some people so I'll just pick my things and leave for undetermined period of time.
I know that it's nearly a crime to leave behind so many things undone but I can't abide being treated like I'm stupid while doing my best for the whole community. What I know is that I'm feeling like sh*t and that feeling didn't go away even though I kept from being involved with the forums for some days - usually that hits the spot but this time it didn't.
I can't let little things like that make tiny holes in my weave of feelings and make place for huge destructions in my morale. Even though I've always tried my best and many people appreciated it, I'm just tired of hearing sh*t like I did anything with the purpose of harming anyone. I really hope...
Crap, that kind of post made me so unpleasant. Better make it short.
Hmm. Bye.
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